called it a night while the sun set
watched the light drain out of the wall
little birds in the dark filling the sound
i wanna know what it?s like to be so sure
to feel so right ending it all
but i don?t let it cross my mind that much anymore
look at me, all “alive” and everything
all for spite but all the same
letting all the wrong notes ring
while the right ones fade away
started a fight when i came downstairs
out looking for blood
so sick of the quiet, just mad at myself
because i?m trying to make it about me now
like i?ve always done
i wish i could write anything else
than just me, all in love again and again
i guess some things just don?t change
i wish you two could meet
i wish an awful lot these days
someone painted your name
on the brick of h & j
i still go out of my way
just to see it