I can’t even smile
I’m crying inside
I still don’t know why
I’m finding it hard
All over the place
Put on a brave face
Too much on my plate
I’ve hit a wall
I try but it won’t let go
It won’t let go
So why do I feel at all?
Why do I feel?
Oh baby it tears me down, yeah
Taking life out of everything I ever knew
It’s torn me apart
It’s holding my heart
I can feel it could crush it anytime it wants
I’m finding it hard
It’s opening scars
It’s taking my laugh
Anytime it wants
But what do I know?
I built my house on the mountain
Where the ground won’t hold
And the higher I go, the less I see
And the storm is closing in on me
I disappear if I let go, go, go
Go, go, go
I disappear if I let go
But I have to stay here
Oh the rope’s so thin
And the end is near
Oh baby
Can’t do this to you baby
The edge is close, it’s caving in
But you pull me near
Oh baby
Can’t do this to me baby
One step and I’ll disappear
But you know why I’m staying here