Sensation washes over me 
  
 i can't describe it 
  
 pain i felt so long ago 
  
 i don't remember 
  
 tear a hole so i can see 
  
 my devastation 
  
 feelings from so long ago 
  
 i don't remember 
  
  
  
 holding on, to let them know 
  
 what's given to me 
  
 to hide behind 
  
 the mask this time 
  
 and try to believe 
  
  
  
 blind your eyes to what you see 
  
 you can't embrace it 
  
 leave it well enough alone 
  
 and don't remember 
  
 cut your pride and watch it bleed 
  
 you can't deny it 
  
 pain you know you can't ignor 
  
 i don't remember 
  
  
  
 holding on, to let them know 
  
 what's given to me 
  
 to hide behind 
  
 the mask this time 
  
 and try to believe 
  
  
  
 blind your eyes to what you see 
  
 you can't embrace it 
  
 leave it well enough alone 
  
 and don't remember 
  
 cut your pride and watch it bleed 
  
 you can't deny it 
  
 pain you know you can't ignor 
  
 i don't remember 
  
  
  
 if i can 
  
 remember 
  
 to know this will 
  
 conquer me 
  
 if i can 
  
 just walk alone 
  
 and try to escape 
  
 into me